Damn
I got a flat tire.. saw it when i came to the gym .. fuck fuck fuck third time something happens with the car. i called my hostmum who gave me a number to call so a guy would come and help me get it fixed.. i was feeling so bad because of all bad luck i just felt i needed that yoga class i was going to .. so i was thinking i would go to that one first and then call.. BIG MISTAKE. so i called afterwards and they said that the account was on my hostmums name so either she would have to be there or she would have to call and sign up my name too. so i called her. no response.. she was taking a nap with the girl. reached her 1h later. the time when i was suppose to start work. she was angry. she called and signed my name up and i called the company again and they came and fixed it I payed 9 dollars to the man and went home. Came home 1,5h late for work and I have never seen my hostmum so disappointed in me.. and never been that disappointed in myself either. Wish I could turn back time… change what happened, how I handled it and how my hostparents now think of me. Whish I could. But I can’t!
The day after I didn’t hear my alarmclock first so I woke up the time I was suppose to start work and run down the kitchen in pyjamas and without glasses or contacts on. lol
Even though I had a couple of bad days this week things are better now. I felt I wanted to go home.. but not anymore. You have bad days but it always gets better. I’ve learned from my mistake and handling this by myself has made me stronger. I’m sitting in my room right now. Bored to death. Its my free weekend but I’m stuck in the house because of the snow.. fun – Not!
And I don’t really know why I wrote in English this time... I just felt like doing it :P
♥ Rebecka
